Legacy Of Life..

Tumhe yaad hai, kese pagalon ki tarah Me ro padi thi. Sirf tumhe manane ke liye. Jante ho, kayi sari raatein,  Kitne hi din,  Maine ro kar guzare hain.  Sach,  Kitni bewakoof thi me. Hai naa?  Un sari kahaniyon ko sach man baithi thi. Bharosa karne lagi thi.  Ye jante hue bhi ke...  Wafaa ki ummidein tod kar rakh dengi mujhe.  Ek baar phir se! 🧡

I'm sorry, I'm genuinely sorry! Sorry for disturbing you all the time. I'm sorry for irritating you to an extent that is high. Sorry for not accepting those no replies.   Sorry for fighting, Thinking, that you're the one.  I can lean on,  To kiss, or cry.  I'm extremely sorry that I am so dumb,  That I didn't trust you when you said goodbye.  I'm so dumb that I didn't even realize,  I was no one to say that Babe, look at the Sky.  That's the place! Where we'd stay, and Our dream would fly.  I'm sorry for not being okay, With every single fight, that we had, When things were going high.  I was so dumb that, I couldn't even hear that..  that That you've already said goodbye.  How stupid I was. Standing at the doorstep Thinking, you'd come back Hold my hand,  And say,  C'mon, let's fly.  So dumb was that dream,  To be with each other. That 'No matter what! ' Never even meant to be rather.  I'm extremely, extremely

Apni badi si duniya chota sa hissa banane ke liye, shukriya!  I promise I'll fade away. You wouldn't need to ignore it. I tried to make you smile.  Genuinely. So genuinely that  I forgot, That I am the one having a scar.  You know what, It's hard.  Hard for me To walk beside  Seeing you,  Walking, Laughing,  Cheering,  Loving someone else.  I might have felt. It might be wrong. After all,  I am the one, who is absolutely none. At least no one to you.  Know that very well. Can't get along. With you,  But babe,  Ever in life, I promise  Ever...  If you need me,  I am just a call away.  I promise that I won't skip the call.  

Kabhi esa hua hai tumhare sath?  Raatein guzar jati hain, neend ka kch pta nahi hota.  It's just that, when holding on to life becomes harder. Let it be... You just flow!  Let's see how it goes.  .. That so-called dusk has never been with dawns.  Just before the end of the silver line that's where I stay with my flaws.   If the Only wish is to see your smiles. Even if I'm not there,  I'll sneak out from the stars, Just to see you; far away from miles!  The heart is wrenching,  Beating too fast.  Leaving me shattered,  Scattered like past.  When I skipped the beat,  I knew; That it is gonna happen,  Just;  I didn't realize that alarm of coming soon.  The sound was profound,  Soothing enough to heal the wound.  Did that ego tell you; Not to make a sound?  To one endless journey that has to be remembered; and to count.  Right!  How would you know, what you're to me? Maybe the time was not right. Wish I could have hugged you so tight; Never let you f

Aaj mulakat hui, us ajnabi si khwahish se.  Jiska rang shayad pehli dafa chada tha mujh par.  Jab ghar me sab log neend ke aagosh me apne khwab bun rahe the.  Me is khule se aasman me apne khwabo ko udta hua dekh rhi thi.  Jante ho..  Jab baarish ki pehli boond is mitti se milti hai to kya hota hai?  Kuch kahaniyaan janm leti hain. Jese noor dikhayi deta hai naa, un masoom si aankhon me theek usi tarah mere khayalo ko panah milti hai is chotu se dil me.  Bilkul wese hi  Jese..  Mausam ki pehli baarish Mitti ki khushboo Thandi sard hawayein.  Chocolate Icecream  Dil ki dhakanein Or...  Or...  Tumhari aawaz! Us neer ka noori si mitti se yun mil jana, jese jadoo sa kar deta hai.  Bolo kese naa sajaye koi khwab?  Yun besabr to nahi thi me zindagi ke pichle 20 salo me.  Ye kya rang odha hai mene, jane sadgi hai ya shabab.  Kali syaah si raat ko chatakti subah me badalte dekha hai mene.  Suna hai pakizaa si wafa hoti hai, kudrat ki rago me. Saanson ko zindagi se milte dekha hai m

Haan...   Meri jaan tum zindagi ho..  Is zindagi me tumse door jakar kya hi mil jayega mujhe?  Me khud ko bhi kho dungi. Tujhme dil dhadakta hai, un masoom si shaitaniyon ka.  Jinhe dekhar baarish dheemi ho jaya karti hai. Pta hai kyu?  Taki tumhe gale lga kar wo bhi sukoon se ro sake. Kyuki tum sukoon ho. Tumhe ehsaas nahi, bepanaah si us mohabbat ka. Jo tumhare siva sabko dikhayi deti hai. Sabko un khwabo ki kashish dikhayi deti hai. Tumhe pta hai? Tum pyaar ho! Haan meri jaan, tum pyaar ho.  Wo pyaar jo thoda sa sakht hai kintu behisaab hai  Beyhad hai.  Tum guroor ho;  Apne mata pita ka. Apne guru ka.  Tum kashish ho. Tum chahat ho Un pyare se rishto ki,  jinhe tum apne dil ke kareeb rkhte ho.  Or...  Shayad kisi ka armaan ho. Haan..  shayad!  :) - Zindagi! 

Zindagi me phli dafa ek khwab sajaya tha.  Kisi ke kareeb jana chaha tha use apna bnaya tha.  Sare rishton se pare ek masoom sa saya tha.  Humari dosti bhi nahi hui thi or mera dil usne dhadkaya tha.  Aankho mein kuch khwab use dekh kar sajaye the.  Use apni zindagi ke sare raaz bhi nai btaye the.  Doob jaya karti thi uski aankho ki gehraiyon me.  Sukoon sa milta tha uski sunayi kahaniyon me. Uske lafzo se apna naam sun'ne ka khwab bhi sajaya tha.  Apni hi galtiyon se us pyaar ka dil ka dil dukhaya tha.  Wo mehak vishwas ki uda di mene.  Apne hi khwabo ka mehal gira diya mene.  Ab yakeen use dilana bhi mumkin nahi lagta.  Tumhare jitna kareeb aaungi tumhara dil hi to dukhaungi.  Behtar hai mera tumse door chale jana.  Kabhi na sach hone wale khwab ko fir bhi apni palko pe sajaana.  Ye wo kabhi naa mukammal hone wali kahani hai jiske masoom se ehsaas ne phli baar anjane hi mere dil me jagah bnayi thi. I know one thing very well that there's nothing exists in this wor

Kuch baki sa hai mere dil me.  Unkahi si kahaaniyaan.  Muskurati hui khamoshiyaan Or gungunati hui tanhaiyan.  Magar tum in sab se pare ho.  Kyuki tum zindagi se bhare ho.  Sari duniya ek dar ke saye me ji rahi hai.  Saansein bhi alsayi si lag rhi hai.  Me ye nahi keh rahi k me door ja rhi hoon.  Na hi me tumhe dara rahi hoon.  Bas ek darkhwast kar rahi hoon.  Apne man me jo chal rha hai wo baatein kisi apne se baant rhi hoon.  Or ye sirf abhi kuch dino ke liye nahi zindagi ke bad bikhar kar gum ho jane wali yaadon ko sametne ki koshish kar rahi hoon.  Suno,   Agar me na rahoon,  ya meri yaadein  To itna karna  Meri Maa ka dhyan rakhna.  Mere dosto ka khayal rakhna Unhe pareshan to karna  Par unki khushi ka dhyan rakhna Mere masoom se bandar bhai ko Kabhi meri kami mat mehsoos hone dena.  Meri maa ko meri kami mat mehsoos hone dena.  Unhe keh dena k me door jaroor hoon par door nahi hoon.  Aapse pyaar to aaj bhi sbse jyada karti hoon bas btati nahi hoon.  Or suno...  Jab tum thand me c

Jane kitni baatein reh jayengi tumse kehne ko.  Wo ruthne ka kissa jab yun tham jayega Kise manoge, yun chidhaoge? Jab naa rahe mera zindagi se koi vasta Yakeen rakhna, yaadein sougat me dekar jaungi.  Apni sari kahi unkahi shayad kaheen likh kar rakh jaungi. Jab wo sard hawayein pareshan kar tujhe sataengi. Us sard mausam ka gulabi noor bankar aaungi.  Me mar kar bhi shayad kaheen na kaheen teri khamishiyon me gunganuangi. Haan shayad...! 

Jab na rahoon me yun waqt be waqt tumhe pareshan karne ko Yun udaas mat hona. Jab na rahoon yun bewajah si khwahishon ko lekar zid karne ko Kisi apne me shamil kar lena mujhe. Ek yaad ki tarah bhool jana, agar me bar bar dastak doon tumhare tasavvur me.  Gar na rahoon bina sir pair ki batein karne ko, tum sun lena kabhi apne aap ki Mere sath rehkar itni bakwas sunne ki aadat to ho hi gayi hogi. :D Wo rato ko bewajah pagal se khwab me you dar kar cheekhna mera; shayad aakhiri si pareshani ban jaun jane anjane. Tum mujh par us waqt gussa mat hona.  Jab yun man ki tarange apne rang badlengi ho sakta hai mere rang badalte jazbaat kuch ajeeb lagein tumhein.  Us nazuk se mod par mera hath jor se tham lena.  Ek zamane se apne khwabo ke piche bhagte bhagte thak si gayi hoon.  Me naa bhi rahoon to tum kabhi mat rukna.  Mere khwabo / khwahishon ko yun hi zinda rakhna.  Is tarah shayad me bhi kisi khwab ki tarah saansein leti rahoongi;  or kisi anjaani si dhadkan ki tarah dhadakti rahoongi.  Har